Gettin’ My Psalms On : Day One

Psalm 1

I love the imagery in this chapter. When we remain obedient to God, we are like a tree planted near the water. We bear fruit in season, and our leaves don’t die. Everything we do succeeds.

I’m doing a little challenge for myself, one Psalm a day, everyday for the whole book -150 days. I’m going to really dig in a listen for God to speak to me through them. I did this once before and it was life-changing. This time, I’m gonna write about it (aren’t you lucky).

Today I obviously started with chapter one. Which was exactly what I needed.

Do you ever wake up some days and just think, why do I even bother?

I’ve been so excited the past week or so. My kids are doing amazing since I’ve committed to staying home. I mean like, drastic 180 degree turn-arounds! Justin and I are rebuilding what we thought was dying, this time with Christ as our foundation. It’s incredible to see God working in this. My blog is growing. I made my first dime with it – literally. I am $.13 richer because of my awesome readers 😉 My stress level is like non-existent. I feel better than I think I ever have in my life. Most importantly, I feel so blessed to be able to just pray all day. Like, any time I want to. I can sing to God, even yell at him if I want. He’s my main focus and my best friend, and I get to hang out with him all day.

But today, I just feel guilty. I should be working. I shouldn’t be pursuing some unrealistic dream. I’m just being lazy. If not lazy, then I must be running from the exhausting frustration of dealing with people all day. But I need to get over it because my kids need to eat. My phone was turned off today because I can’t pay the bill. My car payment is now past due. Where am I going to come up with the money to pay all of this crap? Blogging? Selling old clothes on Ebay?

I feel like I’m just chasing (another) unachievable pipe dream.

Then 2 things happened.

I was reading another blogger’s post on losing his job. I was reminded of a sermon where our pastor said something along the lines of “Your greatest disappointment can lead to your greatest God-appointment.” 

That popped into my head for a reason, because I never remember stuff like that. I believe God was reminding me that yeah, I might be disappointed and even a bit ashamed over losing my job. But instead of letting it defeat me or wasting the time I had getting another time-consuming and stressful retail job, I used the time to fast in prayer and ask God to show me where to go from here. His way, not mine. Despite the difficulties and the possibility of losing everything, I have been obedient to him. And the payoff has been huge.

But still, money is necessary. Where is that?

Then I read this first chapter of Psalm.

Two Ways to Live

1 Happy are those who don’t listen to the wicked,
who don’t go where sinners go,
who don’t do what evil people do.
2 They love the Lord’s teachings,
and they think about those teachings day and night.
3 They are strong, like a tree planted by a river.
The tree produces fruit in season,
and its leaves don’t die.
Everything they do will succeed.
4 But wicked people are not like that.
They are like chaff that the wind blows away.
5 So the wicked will not escape God’s punishment.
Sinners will not worship with God’s people.
6 This is because the Lord takes care of his people,
but the wicked will be destroyed.

It’s like God was saying, Hey! Which one of these are you? The first one, yes. So what happens to those who love me and obey my teachings? They are strong, like a tree planted by a river. The tree produces fruit in SEASON, and its leaves don’t die. EVERYTHING THEY DO WILL SUCCEED. Everything YOU do will succeed. In season. 

I guess it goes back to being patient, which I am not. But I do know, I haven’t made the wrong choice. I am living my life for God more than ever before. I am building his Kingdom in my family and watching them thrive as I live out God’s intended role for me as a parent. I am inspiring others to the freedom in Christ, something that always has gotten pushed to the bottom of my priority list. Mostly because I am only good at focusing on one thing at a time. I can focus on leading a team and making sales, but whilst doing so, all else is forgotten.

So these are my ramblings on what God has shown me on day one of this quest. I would love for you to join me! One chapter of Psalms a day. You can do it. I believe in you 😉


6 thoughts on “Gettin’ My Psalms On : Day One

  1. I know ALL TO WELL that feeling of “Wow, I have so many things to pay but no money to pay them”. My anxiety was at it’s prime during that time in my life, and I never wish that on anyways. Alas, that’s sadly how this world in right now.

    What you’re doing is not some fantasy, and you defiantly aren’t lazy because of it. Any sort of work, whether it’s manual labor, or coping and pasting meeting notes, it’s all work in the end. Make the money how you want and can, ya know? I’m doing the exact thing right now, and I’m so happy to heard you made your first commission! They are SO exciting! Your hard work paid off. ❤

    I'm also happy you learned something very inspiring to you. Just keep chucking that coal into your train. It's going to take you places. ❤

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    1. Thanks for the encouragement! I really do work hard on this blog as well as some extra little side jobs. I work harder and longer here than I ever have at any regular job, but it’s soooo worth it to see the benefits it has on my family! And ya know what, God really blessed me today from a few different random sources. So I know God is watching out for me and making a way as I push through the rough stuff. Thanks again, your comments are so motivating! 🙂


  2. Heeeeyy Psalm a Day keeps the Devil away! (well, I wish…) I started doing this a good 4-5 months ago but am only on, oh let’s see, 47… I’m not very good at keeping up with it. However, the time I actually have put into it has been well-spent and refreshing to my soul. I’m inspired to do better because of you! Thank you!

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    1. Aw yay! I’m so glad you’re going to get back into it! I’m def looking forward to whatever God is going to do through it!


  3. Alecia God bless you and give a power to inspire another people to know a miracle..

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